How i change this stupid ass name?
We just drift farther nd farther away huh?:/ ohh well… Nd the marines called me to btw there still trying to draft me i might do it
Im not mad at you I jusy got alot to think about I love you nd I want you back for sure I just want you to feel the same way I do I guess..:/
Idk why but sometimes I just sit here nd I think about something nd I know I cant do it I wanna do it so bad but I cant then you pop in my head nd wen thts happens I just get this sudden burst of courage idk why but you just give me the confidence to move forward nd achieve my goals whether its just gettin uo in the morning wen im in a fight nd im gettin my asswhooped you pop in my head head nd I get up nd idk how else to put it but you put me in beast mode right now im sitting here thinkin wtf am I gonna do with the rest of my life nd I see nuthin but with out even trying you pushed me in the right state of mind I noe what I want to do with my future nd I see you in and im gonna go for it im gonna do wat I gotta do to achieve tht goal not just for me to be happy with my life but for both of us to be happy with our lives together us livving like kings and queens with our little prince’s nd princess’s i know we are meant to be together look at us after all the bs we put each other thru we still love each other the same nd if not more plzz tell me you see the same thing I do I live you baby or should I say queen Katie Irene Archuleta;)
I love you with all my heart nd soul you are my queen my life is fucked up right now but I know I will figure something out idk wat but I will im not asking for help I wanna do something on my own with no help from no one its gonna be hard im gonna have my ups nd downs but I just wanna know if your gonna be there to have my back thru it all? Will you be my gaurdian angel? Well I hope so I would rather have you by my side then anyone else I trust nd love you I just hope your with me
People look at you on how old you are guessing on wat you know I look at someone by how much experience they have nd wat they been thru how strong there heart is how complex there mind is me ive been thru alot but I dont hld it over my shoulder like most people do I dont rub shyt in peoples face nd I wanna say congradulations to the only person who ever reads my posts congrats on ur perfect life with ur new bf or fiance congrats nd goodbye cuzz I feel my imperfect pointless depressed nd useless life going away my
experience nd all the bs ive been thru (not just with you) has stressed me out so much Ive grown old nd I might ass well just bury myself alive
You know how much it hurts to noe tht ur not carrying my kid…NOT AT ALL BITCH!!! Im fuckin free dont gotta worry bout you no more dueces cunt get the fuck out of my life with tht bs marry tht bitch made ass nuggah tell him wat I said what is he gonna do not a god damn thing cuzz hes a pussy member who the real man is bitch!!:D
